This here is what we at Depression Rodeo call a roundup,1 which describes a process whereby I get on my discourse horse2 and head over into yonder wilderness to muster up interesting things to read and listen to. I read a lot of online essays and such, and I listen to a lot of music. It seems a shame not to share the best of what I find.
People seem to like to end these sorts of newsletters with songs, but I’d rather start there. I’ve been listening to the Guatemalan-born, Mexico City-based cellist Mabe Fratti for some time and really recommend her solo work. For her new project, Titanic, she’s teamed up with Hector Tosta. Here’s the album’s first track, Anónima.
And with that, lets get to the recommendations. I want to start with some non-war stories, and then I’ll move on to some pieces on the war that I really can’t recommend highly enough.
Firstly, from Mikala Jamison’s Body Type. In her recent essay “I dress sexy for other people, and so do you,” she complicates the discussion around the idea that we either dress for ourselves or for other people:
Sometimes women proclaim that we only wear anything because we like it and that other people’s attention plays no role. When it comes to dressing sexy, I think we feel compelled to do this because it seems a more correct feminist and intellectual motivation, and because we’ve been taught to “hide the work” of desirability and beauty in general.
The two things I’d most like to feel more often in my body are relaxed and present. There have been times when I’ve dressed sexy that I feel the exact inverse of those because I’m too aware of myself as an object of others’ gaze. That means at this point, I see dressing sexy as something to do more sparingly, only when I’m already feeling relaxed and present in my body. I can’t use it to get there. I have to already be there.
Relatedly, you should check out Jessica DeFino’s substack, The Unpublishable, which she recently described in a note as being “for a specific set of people who are/have been obsessed with physical beauty (having it or not having it) and harmed by it in some way (physical or psychological).”
In the London Review of Books Adam Shatz wrote "Vengeful Pathologies,” one of the best pieces I’ve read on the war in Palestine, full of history and context old and new, including reflections on Fanon, widely cited in recent weeks:
To organise an effective movement, Fanon believed, anti-colonial fighters would have to overcome the temptations of primordial revenge, and develop what Martin Luther King, citing Reinhold Niebuhr, called a ‘spiritual discipline against resentment’. In line with this commitment, Fanon’s vision of decolonisation embraced not only colonised Muslims, freeing themselves from the yoke of colonial oppression, but members of the European minority and Jews (themselves a formerly ‘indigenous’ group in Algeria), so long as they joined the struggle for liberation. In A Dying Colonialism, he paid eloquent tribute to non-Muslims in Algeria who, together with their Muslim comrades, imagined a future in which Algerian identity and citizenship would be defined by common ideals, not ethnicity or faith. That this vision perished, thanks to French violence and the FLN’s authoritarian Islamic nationalism, is a tragedy from which Algeria still has not recovered. The destruction of this vision, upheld by intellectuals such as Edward Said and a small but influential minority of Palestinian and Israeli leftists, has been no less damaging for the people of Israel-Palestine.
It’s hard to find representative quotes for such a broad piece (over 5000 words), but I’d probably recommend this piece above all others, especially if you’re having a hard time reconciling all of the competing rhetoric around this conflict.
Johnathan M. Katz’s essay “Out of Zionism” tracks the history of his relationship to the conflict from his perspective as a practicing Jew and journalist:
For years I’d responded to claims that Israel was a settler colonial state with anger and incomprehension: “A colony of what?” But by the mid-2010s I wasn’t caught in the daily grind of journalism anymore, and had more time to read and think. I learned that “settler” was not just a meaningless modifier; that a settler-colonial system was an actual thing, one that described the formation of many states, including the United States, Australia, South Africa, and Brazil. I began to understand that the early Zionists saw themselves as colonizers; that they were proud of it, that they thought they were bringing European civilization to a benighted and backward desert land. I read Edward Said and Rashid Khalidi, the latter of whom wrote movingly both of the understandability of the Jews’ desire to protect ourselves from antisemitism, the debates between Jews as to how best to do so, and the vicious colonial project that the Zionists ultimately wrought, culminating in 1948 with the violent expulsion of over 700,000 Palestinians known as the Nakba.
Wide-ranging, full of humanity and lived experience—I am grateful to have read this piece.
Lastly, to interrogate our epistemological relationship to the conflict, I want to direct your attention to the thoughts of Univ. of Masschussets Amherst professor Paul Musgrave. In his essay “Not Another Israel Post, Not Another Palestine Post,” he draws our attention to the hard questions of saying something about other experiences, other places—even when we’ve been there:
Or one could spend two weeks on a package tour and decide to become an expert, confident in discussing the ins and outs of the Knesset after meeting a single MK or discussing Palestinian society after spending even a single night. For some lucky or cynical few, a single trip turns you into a machine capable of producing insights, or at least takes.
For others, there are still benefits to being in a place. You suddenly see how different aspects of a country and a society coexist and overlap. What text or video rips apart to present as narrow, separate slices come back together in a whole. It’s exhilarating to be liberated from the artificial divisions of books and articles.
And it’s infuriating. Spartan arguments that reduce reality to parsimony are felled by the mess of the real. What you thought you knew turns out to be recitations of words rather than genuine insight. Socrates was the wisest man because he knew nothing—but you have to stand and deliver lectures for paying customers. And now you know nothing? What did you go to a place for, if not to tune up the engine that turns impressions into thoughts into arguments?
That’s all for now. Take care of yourselves.
As a Texan, I’m tickled that this term, which for cowboys refers to mustering livestock, is the standard way to refer to this genre of writing.
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Hello Genevieve Ledbetter,
1. That is an amazing piece of music. The kind of caustic beat or drudge, and then that petite voice on top. I feel that it is somehow a metaphor for the stark realities that life contains, and then our little brave selves, peeping out. Of course I don't know what the words say.
2. I have never been brave enough to post something about the confusion between Love with Security, and a the guaranteed good lifestyle. Look; Women should have the right to look nice. Even I like it. But I know that it smacks of salesmanship. (It is human trafficking, isn't it?) Only you are trafficking yourself. I have never courted a so-called beautiful woman. They have to be into salesmanship, and I don't want to get in the way of their sales-plan, but I am not a buyer. Full stop.
It is so strange, I live in warm climates and it seems so obvious that western women love to have more and more skin open to the sun. I am uncomfortable if my shirt is pulling up and exposing my "midriff", wearing clothes that don't fit. Am I just a stupid man, who doesn't know what "feels good"? I always wear long sleeves, because I do not want to roast my forearms in the sun.
3. The a ‘spiritual discipline against resentment’: We all know the "feeling of injustice". That feeling of being wronged can only be released through the punishment of the perpetrator. OR, if our objective is not to spiral down into mutual annihilation by following that same old feeling, then our intellect can override the feeling nature and choose a different course of action. Not just let it go of course. I have no ready-made solutions.
Nowadays all conflicts are caused because I have "an uncle". He gives me money, bombs, and a main-stream-media narrative that hides my atrocities. My Uncle likes chicken fights. He has a few prize "Cocks". I am sure that he won't give up his favorite hobby.
4. You can't know the Zionists unless you know the Talmud. You can't know the Talmud unless you read Hebrew. All translations are hopelessly distorted. Or you can get someone to read it to you.
The Talmud is an oral tradition for 1,000's of years and a written tradition for 500-600 years. It will never be changed or updated. My recommendation is not an opinion piece nor a research. It is a direct reading of key passages. Once you see it, you'll have no questions and no delusions that it might all work out. A short book by Israel Shahak, (126 pages) an Israeli himself. I uploaded my copy here:
https://brax.me/f/Jewish%20History%2C%20Jewish%20Religion%20The%20Weight%20of%20Three%20Thousand%20Years%20by%20Israel%20Shahak%20126pgs.pdf/T4AZ657c204a71d1a3.36859282
5. Unknowing doesn't mean you know nothing. It is just an open doorway. It means you are open to continued discovery. So actually you "know" more than anyone else, in this moment.
Just above in #4. I said nothing will change. But what that means is that absolutely everything will change. All global power structures are in for revision (in our lifetime). Israel/Palestine is a very big part of it.
Hold on to your seats. (I love your name "Rodeo", but of course I feel no kinship with depression.)
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